As a beginner student of nonduality, I want to explore some ideas that I feel the need to share about so called 'light beings' and 'negative entities' on the astral plane. During my difficult experience in this lifetime, I have encountered multiple extraterrestrials from there--from the most 'dark' to the most 'light' I have met mysterious, intelligent underwater negative beings that feed off jealousy and fear, to my guardian angels who still protect me even now from those who want to force certain things on me.
In between, I have met Sirians, a type of gorilla species, a penguin type species, and some benevolent Reptilians of varying species (Some looked dragon-esque, others almost like human/reptile hybrids), and the Council of Light, which I feel is human-based but I am not certain, as well as other ETs that I may not have seen yet in my mind's eye.
In communicating with these beings--one thing was clear. The negative entities were--once I was made aware of them, were easy to deal with. AA Michael came in, kicked their asses with his horde of warrior angels and they pretty much left me alone after a couple of tries. The ones in the middle though, were quite varied in their attitudes and actions towards me. Some of them were more cruel to me than the negative entities actually were!
Even now, there are many astral light beings around me who are cruel and controlling--who absolutely do not care as to what I request. I have a distinct team of allies and angels now that keep these ones at bay--but the nagging question still lingers.
What is the difference between a negative being and a light being?
Why is one considered darker than the other, despite equally shady actions towards me?
One word comes to mind: Intention.
In the Universe, intention holds more sway than action. These light beings who constantly harass me and try to force me to see and do things I do not want to do, generally believe that they are helping me in some way. Due to my unique situation, where my soul gave permission to a lightbeing by the name of Hyacinthia (who despite her initial intentions of wanting to help me, did not have my best interests in mind) to create a life plan for me before I even incarnated, they have been trying to take up where Hyacinthia left off after I managed to send her away.
These lightbeings mean well--even if their actions are atrocious. A good example of a lightbeing like this I feel would be Hitler. Despite his horrendous treatment of the Jewish people, and his obsession with eugenics in creating the 'master race', he did it with the intention of making Germany a better place. That was his vision. And while karma will most likely be a bitch if his soul incarnates again after that lifetime, the fact is, if your intentions are for the betterment of others, you are a lightbeing, if an ostenatious one.
Admittedly, I do not know that much about negative beings, but from what little I experienced, they do not intend to benefit you in any way--they only have the intention to benefit themselves. They will ally with fellow negative beings, or even light beings in some way to achieve a goal, but it is not for the betterment of others. It is ultimately for their own pleasure and enjoyment. Hyacinthia may have worked with them to get her idea of my ideal self by having them sabotage my progress in a myriad of ways, but ultimately they just enjoyed feeding off my misery. Another misconception is that negative beings are not aware--many of them actually are. Awareness exists on all levels--even in the darkest of dimensions. If you can feel--you are aware on some level.
To make this easier to digest--if this isn't making sense, is to compare these extraterrestrials to human beings. There are so many different types of humans out there--and none are perfect. This goes for lightbeings as well--people who think they are all wonderful and beautiful, need to take a step back and look with a more discerning eye--despite their intention for the betterment of you, what they want for you may not be what YOU want or even NEED.
I hope this has been informative or helpful in any sort of way in understanding beings from a nondual persepctive. If so, feel free to respond with your thoughts or questions.
Next blog topic will be about the misconceptions of vibration--and why the LoA attraction works on some but not others!
-Shinsoo
Your Local Reptilian
