I must admit, that since covid...I have been a closet conservative. And, I have only gotten stronger in my convictions...because for this particular realm, I felt like my freedom, my future and my livelihood was better taken care of by others who felt the same.
So what does this mean, exactly? It means putting opportunities given in the name of peace first, to be more abundant for those who vibe well with them the most. and stretching this out towards the greatest number of people, who agree to be civilly interested in this process, without a lot of interference getting in the way.
Politics did not become my main source for inspiration, but along the way over the years, it became one I used as a crutch because I knew I wasn't alone in where my heart rested at night, for world truth to align most directly. This does not mean I agree with everything said in main stream discussions. Far from it in fact.
But it does prove, that I have a vested interest in weighing out how I want my future to look like, and how I would best fit in where ever society is built up around the principles of common faith. For me, that's exploring the concept of ordered anarchy. Freedom through social and moral values, that are separated from religious duties, or default stagnant acts of progression or change, that never settle on reflecting back upon those who originally placed them to serve a key and critical function. Which is, to act as a bridge, rather than an open flood plane, or a binder of or barrier to, tools necessary to be called upon at the will of those who made, and those who use them in turn.
Life is a living tool. And above all else, life experience, is the bridge by which this tool is able to reshape those who care for it in the most meaningful of ways. And it is here, that I pause to consider my actions in terms of which aspect of this tool I gravitate towards, when ever the subject of objective truth, and civil harmony as a whole, is brought into question.
Simply put, I don't, and shouldn't, feel like I come up empty handed when thinking of people who carry both of these self characteristics close to their time spent thinking of and serving others in which ever capacity they could do so by. And, I reminisce upon the fact that we fundamentally miss out on the ways by and large, in which we never had to question as much baggage as we do now, the cultural appropriations and obligations others who do not convey their interests very well or at all, share with but a few, rather than with many.
All of this, brings me to my stance on what happened yesterday with the American midterm elections. They failed to renew my interest in a party I spent the better part of a decade enjoying the promises of, that were partially kept and that I appreciated for all that they were able to maintain keeping track of, even if not all of them were implemented.
My response to this unsurity, is to really resolve how these problems keeps failing people from generations past, and why ours now faces so much more baggage added onto a system few take advantage of, at the expense of the many in one way or another.
All I know, is that we need something a little more closer to direct democracy, rather than representative. This kind of thing will unfortunately continue to happen and it puts so much pressure on who the candidates we elect to office, take influence from.
I have come to the realization, that there is no other way of solving this, rather than enforcing a public congress of sorts once all is said and done. Because right now, it's one held by private interests...a club we're not represented in nearly enough by we, the fellow people as opposed to just we, a few of the people.
This doesn't and shouldn't have to result in us finding the right candidate for the job, if we're the ones who answer to each other by how we use voting, not how we vote or count them. If we have more opportunities to elect, rather than less opportunities to direct, on more issues as a whole. That may be what's needed to right this ship, and go harder than we ever have before on delivering kept promises, rather than indirectly scattering kept initiatives or momentums that partially form surface or ephemeral level changes, which are contemporary in nature, and not believed in as whole heartedly as the constitution for instance. Even though it's been a stagnant and slow moving piece of legislation for centuries.
Politics is ultimately a life force of our own extension of self becoming, just as we believe the same is true for us and our energy body when undergoing intense meditation. It is united body of entities which we attach to, in order for it to keep its focus of the most commonplace hiveminds alive and well. And I believe, it is a treasure that, be it national or otherwise, holds our physical world together the strongest its ever been in a modern context.
That said, something which would renew its own self-healing nature all the more, is a redesign of how politicians become we the people. We need to main stream voting in public consciousness, and use the importance of visual messaging, not just words, but actions you are apart of, to win like we did in 2024. Because losing this badly over a war? That hurts. But what hurts even more, is that that's all it took for people to lose interest this quickly, from top to bottom, over the disinterest of a couple key, but major issues that when everyone was united on fixing them, held us a slim but populous based majority where it mattered most. Which is and always has been, the seeding of great change through little interest, one participant at a time.
Our movement was never the same since Charlie Kirk died. He kept the other generations interested, engaged, alive. the other side knew that if the strong men are taken out of play by any means necessary, resistance can be bought.
But our movement is one that should never be sold. It must be traded. And trade we will do, for the alternative is to make peace with everything unholy about the pride we have for our nation, and our place in it.
Never ever, let the great American spirit of accomplishment die on the mistakes of a few, inconvenient truths along the way. We must learn from this, and never let the judgments fly too soon.
Loyalty and branding is the name of the game. Only when we are united in mass, do undecided voters know this, and see why we stand for all that we do. Because whenever there are no promises that are kept, there is no future here to respect it. As what would be responsible for seeding it into being, would be an event that could not fully manifest or materialize properly. And this is true, regardless of the outcome that came of it. And more importantly, that remains to be true even now, where our losses stack upagainst our gains, rather than in light of diminishing or working on solving open conflicts where gains could shine as bright as pure light can conjure them. in a way that we the people place there, and are seen to have done and continue to do so while we renew our focus or interest among each of them in turn.
The gains we did make, should not be foreshadowed by the losses we face. We did not deserve to lose. Only the few we elected deserved to listen to the loss we already suffered with.
We must never, let the other sides take advantage of us like that ever again. And that's why I am tired of little change with great prospect. Because little prospect with great change, will always come first in the mind for the person looking for results in their own life, not just in those of others who represent them.